Friday, October 23, 2009

A friday night

Im upstairs on my computer, eyes going @.@. im so tired that even watching a movie, im not in the mood. well i just finished watching Overhaulin's Special Edition where Chip Foose himself got Overhaulled. He's a nice guy. Really nice. You can see how everyone welcomes him in car show events and how determined his friends wanted to rebuild his own car which was his dads, a 1956 Ford Pickup. It was awesome.

Well anyway, kinda tried to throw the pain away. But finally, im happy to make her happy, and to always give her what she wants. It feels good to see her happy, instead of being sad or upset just for the things i want. I know she may see this post. Maybe not. But some things are not meant to be said, but to be found out. But yea, i guess everything is just fine. =)

take care.. =)

Facebook Luck Meter (sad wieh)

damn sad weih.. one got 100%, another just got 1%..

take care.. =)

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Gerak Gempur

Shit.. sigh.. today we were studying in the library. ok la. can study. so i was doing bio. so we were there for almost the whole day not till about 11.30, Pn Fauziah came in and asked us to go out and do gerak gempur. She said that the marks had to be submitted to the Jabatan or wat la.. but too bad, we skipped a few papers already. The papers they took can be taken from the internet with the answers together. So me, Robs n Keenan planned to study on our own. But cant. So after the scolding, we went to 5M to study. Thanks to our teacher who was nice to let us study in her class.

So tomorrow is Add Maths and Pn Ananthi wants us to sit for it or else....... so crap, havto prac add maths.. But im feeling so tired nw. I get sleep like 5 hours only everyday. Im surviving on coffoo and nescafe. haha.. Coffoo is my own made Nescafe with milo.. xD

How to make Coffoo:

1 teaspoon of Nescafe
4 teaspoons of Milo
Hot water, fill to 3/4, stir
add milk till full, stir
Coffoo is ready.. =)

Now im kinda making it every morning for myself and a special friend of mine. She cant take coffee much but im glad that Coffoo worked fine for her, and helped her in her add maths test. lol. =) yay!

Well so far things are going fine. I think she is getting closer... i think..


so anyways

take care =)

Monday, October 19, 2009

Rough draft

hey, im resting from studying and waiting for lunch. so im blogging awhile. SPM is coming but theres alot on my mind. but so far, im quite happy that i can focus more on studies better than last time, even with these distractions on my mind. So well, things are bumpy for the form 5's. mine also. its quite hard to bear pain at heart. i feel like i wana pull it out, but no. i rather have feelings than being a person who doesnt. Well i wont write much here cos 'she' will see it and i dun want her to. lol. but last friday was really hard. i even cried but its ok lah. the weekends were..... nvm. but now im trying to put it all in a positive mind. hoping it will help. so far its helping. i hope it really does. i am hoping for alot. but hope (another hope) God helps me. actually i have no idea what im writin in this post. maybe to release stress? lol. i'll upload pics la. its some that i took during my dads office family day at a water park.

take care.. =/

Monday, October 12, 2009

on hiatus at the moment.. =)

hey, i wont be going online much anymore.. someone dared me to.. =)

Saturday, October 10, 2009


/-will be blogged soon-/

a saturday

hmm.. kinda happy cos i was successfully made the wire.. a pendant la.. but, i decided to give her abit of space.. well, i tried to get close to her, bt i guess friends is the limit.. but i'll just wait.. i'll give her space abit.. i sms her everyday, we have nice chats.. but i sms her, not she sms me, so mayb im bothering her always and she doesnt wana say it.. so i told myself to let her do what she wants.. i will wait for her to msg only when she wants to.. so i wont be disturbing her..

i cant really see her much, shes in form 4, im in form 5.. we have diff recess times.. and after school, her mom would come soon so we wudnt have time to talk.. i regret, alot. i wished i can go back to the start of form 4, and studied properly, and think properly.. sigh.. but its alright, at least i learned now, not later. hmm.. spm.. a month time.. hope i can do it.. its much harder now.. A+. A and A-.. hmm..

and sumthin to learn for off road street cycling on mountain bikes.. harden the suspension to increase height which hellps on going offroad and as u go down pavements or staircase, ur bike wont bounce much and u are in control. then increase seat height, the position is easier to cycle, more stamina and higher performance.. but if u fall, its abit hard os i suggest if u fall, stretch ur legs outwards sideways quickly as u cant reach the ground soon and at least not injure importsnt parts of ur body like the head.

take care.. =/

Stardust - take that - rule the world

Thursday, October 08, 2009

a global warning..

A school (SMK USJ 4) under a cloud of pollution.

Our future seen through the eyes of a photographer

These days, were complaining about the hot weather, dusty skies, smelly surroundings and many uncomfortable events. But to think of it, what causes all of this? Pollution, done by man himself. Everyday we pollute. It starts by turning on your air conditioner, or using the water heater, or even your washing machine. These are our daily life activities which causes a dent on our planet.

I once was in the car, and heard on the radio, that the power used to do a single search on the internet by using search engines like 'Google' or 'Yahoo' is enough to boil a kettle of water. I was thinking of how could that be. Well our computers use electrical energy which also emits heat energy, and not to mention, there are supercomputers that run the world wide web which also uses electricity and releases heat. So i believe that statement was true. This also means that every electrical appliance at home can slowly cause pollution, such as rice cookers, handphone chargers, lights, radios and many other appliances. But not only the heat but the power generators from power generating factories emits pollution. Fossil fuels are used to burn to turn a turbine which turns a dynamo that charges electricity. Fuels that are burnt releases pollutants like carbon monoxide, carbon dioxide and sulphur.

We also depend on personal transportation these days, which actually can cause many types of pollution.
First, air pollution.
Cars emit gases such as carbon monoxide, nitrogen oxides, dust, smoke and lead. Air pollution does not only affect the environment but also can cause many health problems. For example, Carbon monoxide affects the transport of oxygen in the blood in humans and impairs alertness and causes headaches. The oxides of nitrogen causes respiratory infections and causes acid rain which can cause skin cancer and corrode buildings. Acid rain also affects plants as the acidity of water supplied increases. Dust and smoke causes haze which decreases visibility and causes asthma. Dust that lands on the leaves of the plants prevents them from carrying out photosynthesis. Lead can cause mental retardation and damages the liver. Death and coma may also occur.

Secondly, noise pollution.
Cars make alot of noises from their engines and car horns. Noise pollution then disrupts peace and harmony in an area. For example, some motorist horn at housing areas late at night which disturbs the community. Noise from vehicles can also cause distraction like at schools, cars that pass by often distracts students during classes.

Third, water pollution.
During accidents, oil or petrol spills flow to lower areas such as rivers. These pollutants can kill aquatic life. Plants in the rivers will not be able to photosynthesise as oil covers the water and prevents light from being absorbed by the plant. This will reduce the oxygen content of water and animals that depend on oxygen will eventually die.

Fourthly, cars cause land pollution.
Old cars which become scrap metal rusts and are abandoned and increase the number of rubbish in our planet.

Factories also cause pollution. Wastes that could be toxic are released into rivers or ponds which can pollute water and land. Our land is full of useful minerals for plants. But as these wastes are mixed in the soil, the soil becomes infertile for the growth of plants. The soil also corrodes which makes it unstable. Therefore that land will be wasted as it cannot be used for anything as plants cant grow and buildings are unsafe to be built there.

Deforestation also causes pollution. Trees hold soil in place by the help of their roots. But as the plants die, what is going to hold the soil. Eventually, the soil will run loose when water flows during rain. The soil will then flow to lower areas, which may cause landslides. This can also cause water pollution and rivers will begin to be shallow as soil fills up rivers. Aquatic animals and plants lose their habitat and die. Some parts of trees that are not used will be burnt which causes air pollution. Trees that are chopped down are sent to sawmills to be sliced into smaller planks. Sawmills aid in the production of dust, which pollutes the air.

Sometimes, pollution are caused unintentially. For example, at seas where ship collisions occur. Ships carrying fuel will be damaged and fuels will leak out that will pollute the sea. Burst gas pipes also causes air pollution and accidents at power plants, for example nuclear power plants are very disastrous and causes alot of pollution. Not forgetting, war. Tanks, aircrafts, jet planes and ships uses alot of fuel and emits gases. In an attack, these vehicles are destroyed where they are burnt and oil flow to lower areas.

So what does all of this bring up? First of all, the number of cases of death caused by pollution is increasing day by day. Humans themselves are being affected by the things they do. Sometimes its also unfair when the people who pollute do not get the effects but the innocent people get sick and develops diseases.

Besides that, drastic climate changes happens. Our world is getting hotter and drier. Without trees, transpiration cannot occur and carbon dioxide from the air cannot be absorbed. This increases the carbon dioxide level which causes the greenhouse effect. A greenhouse effect occurs when a layer of carbon dioxide gas covers our atmosphere. Heat from the sun that enters the Earth is reflected by the ground. The heat is suppose to be released into outer space. But the layer of carbon dioxide is like a blanket, which reflects heat back into Earth. This increases the temperature of our planet.

Our ozone layer is a layer in our atmosphere that prevents harmful ultraviolet rays from the sun from reaching the Earth. But due to the usage of air conditioners, our ozone layer is getting thinner and creates a hole. This is because air conditioners release a gas called Chlorofluorocarbon (CFC). Our ozone layer is made of ozone molecules, which is 3 oxygen atoms. As CFC is released into our air, an ultraviolet radiation hits the CFC molecule (made up of 1 Fluorine atom, 1 Carbon atom and 3 Chlorine atoms) and 1 chlorine atom breaks away. As it is free, it collides with the ozone molecule and combines with an oxygen atom. Chlorine monoxide is formed and a molecule of oxygen is free. The free oxygen atom then collides with chlorine monoxide and two oxygen atoms form a molecule of oxygen. The chlorine atom is free to break down more ozone molecules. Therefore, the ozone layer gets thinner and ultraviolet rays reach the surface of the Earth causing many health problems.

So, what should we do to save our planet?We can
  1. Reduce the usage of electrical appliances at home.
  2. Car pool, walk, cycle or take public transport to our destination.
  3. Dispose rubbish or toxic waste properly.
  4. Install filters in car exhaust pipes.
  5. Reduce the usage of air conditioners.
  6. Stop deforestation.
  7. any steps to prevent pollution. =)
Imagine we stayed in a world, where its hazy, you cant see or hear anything. Just the brown dust and dark skies around you. Imagine if you had to walk to a friends house in gas masks. Imagine a world without green. Imagine how much sufferings that we may encounter due to the pollution of our planet. Imagine we had no more good food. Imagine no more fresh air. Imagine hot blazing sun. Lets not have a planet like that. As pictured in the picture above.

'If you wanna make the World a better place, take a look at yourself and make a change.. ' Song line by Michael Jackson.

Sunday, October 04, 2009

untitled <-- thats the title for this post

hey, times running out and spm is near.. thx to Yen Li, shes kinda pushing me to study. well for now, i realised its quite pointless to have a relationship now.. why? well its because if you wana be with someone, you better make sure u know that person well or it ends up like %&^(&*(&^ whatever.. if you want someone special in your life, make sure u know them from head to toe (literally).. but for now, why dont people take this time to figure out and know people well.. at my age,17, i may know alot of people, but there are more people that im going to meet in the future. they mayb better (no offence, this is point of relationships) people than the people u know today. from my experience, when i fell for someone, i thought she was everything, i thought she was the one. but no. as i met more people, or even got closer to people i never thought i will get close to them, i realised, there are more people out there. why do u want to waste ur time being emo when bad things happen in the relationship. from my experience, its more of desperation. the heart and emotions control a person, but we cant always follow our emotions. we have to thing throughly and properly before making a decision.

maybe we love someone(a freind), fell for someone or like someone. well for me, if i love someone, i would want that person to be happy. Loving a person doesnt mean you have to be with them. you just want them to be happy. I dont think you would want to force the person you love to be with you if they do not want. it loses the point of being together. so now is the time where we shall explore the world more, and make the final decision later. well if ur in a relationship now, just continue, who knows they are the best person in ur life compared to the millions of ppl.

but this post is mainly for the people out there who seeks love (friends not family) at a young age or who are emo when they fail to get a relationship or who have just broken up. like my friend Julian Yap said, why beat yourself up (have negative thinking about the relationship and make urself sad, most likely self pity). Life is there, its a roller-coaster. up and down, grasp it in every moment. why would you wana waste it? this time should be taken to build the foundation of your life, get a stable job and all.. experience all you can. and to think and decide properly.

so well mainly this is what was happening throughout the week, trying to study and have this on my mind. i like someone at the moment, but i wouldnt really want to make a move yet. and studies, how to study, just focus, tell yourself u like this subject and make an interest in yourself, for example you wana know how did this and that happen. read the book, find out. or maybe imagine what you study, or relate it to anything you like which can help you remember better..

*oh ya.. actually it also depends la.. if both are mature or prepared for a relationship, its ok =) (quoted by Yen Li)

take care.. =D